Well, amidst the time change, which has me exhausted, i am going through family issues with one of my nephews and still with the hubby. He was drinking yet again and lied to me again! I know one day soon i will get up enough courage to walk out on him for good, love is not enough anymore.
Why can't i have a normal life? why am i being tested everyday? I do feel a strength coming back in me, a strength i recognize from before my moms passing. She would be horrified to know what has become of our family. She married me and him ya know? To end it is heartbreaking but i know it is coming, he refuses to stop lieing and the trust is gone.
My mind is exhausted along with my body and my tolerance is definitly waining. I am about to lose my sone who just turned 18, to college in another state, i want to move with him :(
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